heellllllllllllllllllllllllllllooooo.
omg have i got so much to say but dont even know where to start. things are going sooo great right now. i moved to addison and i of course feel like im home again. i cant believe we ever left here. i just love our new place and my room and my mom has fixed it up to be real homey.... we also hung up all our family pictures in the hall.. with my dad and everything and it just feels like were starting to cope and be a family again. i feel like really happy. like joy is in my heart.. its odd but i like it.
i have been hanging with tara a lot latly and i am so glad her and me have become closer! and her birthday is coming upon dec. 1st so no one forget and more then likely we will have some kind party.. haha...
im not really seeing anyone.. but you know what i dont care.. for once in my life im having a blast...and i am alone. its a new thing for me but.. maybe its the best.. no rush.. right? and if i am suppose to be with someone then he will come... even though every guy who likes me i kind of push away..oh welll... <33333
um i was drinking a lot there... the past few months but here latly i have been trying to cut it back to just the weekends and sometimes not even then.. i need to just have fun with my friends and be young. not be stupid. but.. maybe a lil stupid.. hehe...
well im looking for a job... its hard cause i dont know where to apply.. anyone got any leads for jobs that our hiring??
well.. hmm... i have been talking more with jon. i feel like him and i ... for some reason have gotin a better understanding of each other latly.. but i sure do miss him.. we will see each other soon.. he is working on it. thank god he is my best friend. <3
hmm what else..what else...
im back in addison so if anyone wants to hang give me a shout.. i got my cell back and it is the same number but i did loose all my numbers... sadly.. so if your expecting me to call you.. i wont cause i dont have your number hehehe..
i dont have the net right now.. it sucks.. were getting it this friday ..thank god.. right now im in my car on my moms lap top..i had to drive around for 20 mins trying to find a wireless signal.. but i finially did and now im on.. checking everything... which is for some reason a lot of shit..i sucks not having net for like 2 weeks.. emails out the assho.
well thanksgiving was really good... having all of us sit down as a famuly made me so happy :} i got invited to see some friends from garland but i was busy so i didnt get to... but i most def will christmas time cause BILLY IS COMMING HOME!! and i am sooo excited to see his beautiful face. i miss him. damn japan ;)
well i am doing really good right now. im real happy and i dont sleep all day like i use too.. i actually come out of my room and see my family..like i should.... things are picking up and i am trying. but they can only happen so fast.. so.. im keeping a smile on.
i love ya'll!!
abbie | 
